Thursday, September 11, 2008

Woke up in pain...

all alone in the room...

the bolster and pillows doesn't really have your scent anymore...

can't help missing him...

can't help crying...

didn't wanna give him stress..

didn't wanna depend too much on him either...

cannot...

when he's overseas i wouldn't be able to contact him...

if i keep depending, keep missing him so much, keep wanting to hear his voice, keep wanting to contact him, keep worrying for him...

will darling be stressed?

then how will i survive when he's overseas?

should i stop mahz?

the pain is getting unbearable...

darling...

i need ur hugs...

someone just hug me and let me cry...

Note to self: "Stop being so darn weak~!"

_~.:: <3 †Misha- <3 Alex ::.~_
>> titledat 7:11:00 am__


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